Adolescence

from Ultraklystron by Ultraklystron

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damn I'm tired of this / arrested development
extended banana / clip adolescence
damn I'm tired of this / arrested development
extended banana / clip adolescence

every day I'm always firing off my mouth...
gotta let it spray until I get it out...
every day I'm always firing off my mouth...
gotta let it spray until I get it out...

v1.
had the same nerves / since I was seven
called a weird nerd / then loathing set in
so i built worlds / out of some Legos
I made a fantasy / and never let go

so I had an ego / told I was gifted
so I acted out / yeah I will admit it
but the responses / started new wounds
I almost lost it / wanted my own doom

from then I felt off / and was excluded
confidence lost / not once exuded
love with contracts / terms and conditions
solid ground lacked / caused indecisions

told to cut it out / but no exorcism
threats via shouts / were un-convincin’
yet still held me down / fear is a prison
lost never found / and failed the mission

v2.
and this continued / it's ever present
pulses like sinew / this spiral descent
told it's my own fault / i broke my own heart
stuck in my own vault / made my own false start

so I just held back / and didn't speak up
so then I fell back / was such a weak bud
a later bloomer / a second mover
subject of rumors / connected loser

so I found ways / to build denial
yeah self deception / was always my style
making big claims / without any action
inside I feared change / and sought distraction

so I let things drop / half of it nervous
the other half because / I didn't deserve it
the lies all in toned / attached in my head
are coming undone / I'll make the past dead

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from Ultraklystron, released May 5, 2018

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Making Drum n' Bass, Nerdcore, Anime Rap, Trap, Vaporwave, Beat Tapes & more since 1997. Well, started some of those at different points, but whatever ❤️

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