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from Kintsugi by Ultraklystron



left unattended, left all alone
so don't defend it, maybe atone
left unattended, left all alone
done with pretending, now it's all gone

scolded and rarely rewarded
left alone so unescorted
change always seemed to be shorted
told he was nothing but sordid

asked to justify his passions
derided for taking action
hard to not feel unwanted
still he moved forward undaunted

only thing getting him through
magazines and some cartoons
other realities made
to hold depression at bay

trying to look towards tomorrow
every last dream out on borrow
tried to spare everyone's feelings
failed now everyone's reeling

taught how to throw many tantrums
learned how to make many anthems
never once feeling that handsome
love always held for a ransom

put it all into his product
never thought it was neurotic
thought it came off as exotic
mysterious and quixotic

it was unbalanced propulsion
a self-destructive compulsion
never achieved an emulsion
unsaid was others revulsion

finally was told he's disgusting
no longer anyone's trusting
pray that though something is rotten
what's budding leaves it forgotten


from Kintsugi, released January 9, 2019




Ultraklystron Victoria, British Columbia

Making Drum n' Bass, Nerdcore, Anime Rap, Trap, Vaporwave, Beat Tapes & more since 1997. Well, started some of those at different points, but whatever ❤️

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