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A song about Phos from Land of the Lustrous (Houseki no Kuni), but also just a song life events that change you.


struggle to recall the goal
as I lose parts of my soul
I don't even know my face
everything slowly replaced

fragile I'm slowly reformed
inside I'm feeling forlorn
worry I'm losing my core
trauma piles at my door

saw you alone in your fighting
energy leaving me frightened
yet I was also compelled
feeling my empathy swell
promised to find you new purpose
integrate you in our service
people thought I was neurotic
couldn't see beyond the toxic

life is too hard for division
so I must start on my mission
so weak I don't what's fitting
everyone around me kidding
even though nightmares are reigning
think my momentum in gaining
entire body is changing
but I can't say how it's draining

keep it together and golden
steadily holdin'
finally feeling emboldened
too many dead gotta save
falling to rage
so I must learn to be brave

entire being will change
crystals arranged
memory hard to maintain
paranoid I'm losing sight
forgot my fight
was bringing you to the light

I just gotta find another way to reveal the truth
even though I'm bone hope, my soul's finally bearing fruit
reassembled parts, but my heart's never severed now
I might lose my start, but my art's getting better now


released December 19, 2020
Written, performed, recorded, mixed and produced by Karl "Ultraklystron" Olson.




Ultraklystron Victoria, British Columbia

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